QUEKKY

Thy Beetle Thy Foe

Once upon a beautiful night, a beetle named Mr. Beetle, (yes the name is simple as such: Mr. Beetle) decided to land on the laps of a little girl, Quek. Being an extremely calm and brave little girl, Quek was not alarmed by the appearance of Mr. Beetle on her lap. She was on a bus home and needed to maintain her calm and capable image. Calmly and quickly, Quek subdued Mr. Beetle with a piece of her precious Kleenex (3 ply Kleenex, mind you) and held him in captivity. 

Upon captivity, Mr. Beetle struggled hard and fast, confused that he ended up in this weird white space instead of the laps of an angel he had thought he was on.

In the mean time, the little girl was extremely pleased with her calm response to the untimely arrival of Mr. Beetle. 

‘Aha!’ She thought to herself. ‘Today is your doomsday Mr. Beetle. Of all people on the bus, you had to choose me. You will meet your death soon. Muhahahaha!’

Just as the little girl was having this little conversation to herself, Mr. Beetle managed to tear through the 3 ply Kleenex and emerge victorious on top of the white prison that held him for the past few seconds. It had felt like eternity to him. 

He decided to wait for the little girl to snap out of her little conversation with herself. Patiently, he waited. On top of the white prison that held him, of course. He had been too tired trying to fight his way out that he couldn’t find the energy to fly. 

But alas! Good times don’t last long. For beetles or for humans. The little girl laid her eyes on the white prison she had created and was so surprised to see Mr. Beetle on top of it. Sitting calmly like she had when Mr. Beetle first greeted her. She jumped out of her skin, in response to Mr. Beetle’s second greeting. 

As it was such a dramatic jump, it attracted of the attention of Mr. Nice Guy. He offered a piece of tissue to the little girl to trap Mr. Beetle again. Poor Mr. Beetle. Once again, he was held back into captivity. But this time, he was too tired to resist and decided to bide his time in the new prison that held him.

Furious that Mr. Beetle had embarrassed her, the little girl threw him into the nearest dustbin she could find once she alighted. Mr. Beetle thus began his deep and endless fall. Into the dark, smelly and inescapable hell which humans call dustbin.

And this, is the tragic story of Mr. Beetle.

P. S. The moral of the story is to tell all of you that we should never underestimate our foe, otherwise we will only be at the mercy of their hands, embarrassing ourselves with the assumed victory. 

Today officially marks the end of Week 5 :( Wah so fast sia. Sigh. Don’t feel good this sem even though I am more hardworking and studious as compared to previous sems. It’s like the more I learn, the more I am unsure about myself, about my handling techniques. And sometimes I would just feel so frustrated when I can’t get it that I will zone out. 

But the worst thing is that I find my character turning for the worst. Getting more cynical, feeling animosity towards people for the slightest things (Thank goodness it will go away after a while) and being meaner. Sigh I really hate it. Don’t know why this is happening to me :( 

Don’t like how my character is changing and how fast things are going. Sem 1 will be over with a blink of eye and there is so much to learn, so much to revise. Really need a break. 

:(

A7X Concert!

IT WAS FKING AWESOME!!! Pardon my language! Hehe Though it was a little scary at first, cos everyone was pushing and I thought that I was gonna die (since I’m so short). Lol but after that I got used to it and started elbowing people hehehe oops Darlo is damn pro omg. Cos we reached RWS kinda late and was all the way at the back. But he squeezed us all the way up front when the concert started!! Hahaha Super proooooo <3 And the lucky thing was that our section had a lot of females so it wasn’t so rowdy! But I chickened out at the last part when M Shadows wanted the crowd to make a fking big circle. (Pardon my language again! aka PML) I was damn scared that I would be trampled on (Having seen what it will be like in concert vids) Hahahahahaha So I pulled out to the side :P But I AM SO HAPPY THAT I SURVIVED THE WHOLE CONCERT :D HEHE Please understand that I was really worried that I will be trampled on since I’m so vertically challenged so it was really a feat that I managed to stick through the whole concert (okay la minus the last part) in the middle of the front! Hehehe Got stepped on for the whole time, but I’m cool with it cos I kept stepping on people also HAHA 

Happy that I didn’t faint from all the jumping, screaming and head banging! Hahaha I really head banged!!! And I am proud of that :D HEHE And it was so awesome cos they played 3 more songs after Beast and Harlot when we thought that they were going to end!! Lol They started the night with Nightmare, then Critical Acclaim, then Buried Alive (SRSLY GATES IS DAMN HOT :O ), (can’t really rmb the order from now), Afterlife (AFTERLIFE!!!! HAHA OMGG SO HAPPY THEY PLAYED IT), Bat Country, Little piece of heaven, Beast and Harlot, emosadsian cos we thought the concert ended, then they came back!! with Fiction, then SECOND HEARTBEAT (WTF DAMN HIGH AND AWESOME) and ended with Unholy Confessions!!! 

Can’t rmb if I missed any other songs Hehe If I have to complain, it would be that the mike was too soft!! :( Couldn’t really hear M Shadows. But omg we were so lucky to be at the side nearer to Gates!!! HAHA HE IS REALLY DAMN HOT AH :) Hehehe Really sia, his features super defined. And his laid-back way of playing was super charismatic :3 Saw a lot of Gates, Johnny Christ too surprisingly TEEHEE. And Arin is not bad. Too bad Zachy was at the other side. If not could have watch him live. Only managed to sneek a few peeks at him! And of cos M Shadows :)

FKING AWESOME NIGHT :D

Week 2

Time doesn’t fly. It teleports. Week 2 already :/ I guess my honeymoon weeks are gone!! 4 projects this sem. Hope I can find time to do each project well!! But a little worried that there will be saturation since the deadlines are so freaking close. Shall try to chiong those earlier ones then :) 

A lot of things at the back of my head now. Readings play friends. I want to be able to have a good balance of work and play this sem, especially when the next sem will be crazy. I really want to do well for my Y2 so I guess it’s time to start reading consistently :) That shouldn’t be the problem since I enjoy what I am learning. The problem will be the allocation of time for each mod since there are so many mods this sem. >< Mighty sigh. But I shall get through, like I always managed to :) And to brush up my handling skills this sem to prepare for prac exams. Cannot afford to fail like how I used to in Y1S1. Seriously, I think it was a miracle that I did so well for Y1S2. Haha Okay and of course a lil of my hard work ;P 

I want to be able to meet up with my friends regularly. But I guess this will not be easy since I have such a different schedule with the uni kids. Mighty sigh again. Ohwells. I will try harder!! But I’m glad that I can still some of them regularly. Especially ah gangz!! :) And piggy too~ It’s easier to meet up one to one than with a group actly. Some many different schedules. Hope this will improve since most of them are having hols soon :) 

Sometimes I am afraid that I try too hard to hold on. Sigh. I feel that I’ve lost too many cos I didn’t try hard enough. But I wonder how long I can keep up with this. When the inevitable end will come. When we will all drift apart. Sad, ain’t it?